Baby sent this to my e-mail, kinda sweet yea?
This colour was exactly the same, only i edited a few words as it cant be posted(:
Baby i really can see that you're not really happy being with me,but during this few months im really happy to have met you and to be with you but sometimes when we argued i was rather angry but i just didnt wan to show you tat i was angry i was afraid that i would lose you.
When the last time when we broke up,i really realise how important you were to me i didnt really know what to do then.when we went out to ps it felt very awkward not hugging you or not holding your hands it felt as if i had had lost the most important person in my life.
After that wen we patched i was really confused because i was scared it might happen again and again and again,but didnt but in the end we argued again because of my friend Ziying....
When u said u saw those messages i was really shocked because i didnt even send those messages, i really wont admit if i didnt do such stuff. when u kept saying i sent those messages i felt very angry cause i never until yesterday u saw my saved messages....
I was quite angry in the afternoon when u started messaging your ex,maybe i was just jealous when you suddenly soo happy while messaging him and suddenly didnt talk to me, i felt a total lost again them when u left u said u gonna meet another of your friend i was so afraid you were gonna meet your ex. them at night when i came home peiling told me someone asked you for patch i was really thinging tat u were gonna except , but i told myself tat i must trust you just like wat lavin said before 'if a relationship has no trust it wont last long ' soo i just trusted you.
I just cant explain the love i have for you, i know youu've done alot of things for me and i really appreciate it......i really suck at being a boyfriend.......
i've failed to make you happy......i've failed to be sweet to you.......i've failed to make you smile......i've failed to do alot of things for you....all i did was make you angry, make you sad and make you shag i've these 3 things more them any other things....IM SORRY FOR ALL THESE UNHAPPY TIMES
BABY FROM NOW ONWARDS...
you're free to do watever you like okay, don needa change for me to be a good girl u might just end up regretting all you've done for me.
Just treat me the same like how you're treat me these few months okay...
i don wan to be controlling everything you do....
i don want to be forcing you to do those things tat you don wanna do...
and if you're sad or angry with me doing anything wrong just let me know okay i should the one changing not you..you're already the best there can be.....
IM SORRY BABY......
BUT... can u do me a favour please take a a picture from your blog the one of me lighting ciggarette that picture make me look very fat....thanks baby....do watever you like okay don bother about my feelings as lng as you're happy tats good enough for me.....i love you goodnite baby,after u read this sleep early kay sleep tight kay cover blanket if cold kay....oh ya baby from now on we don have anything already kay i wanna show u im not that kind.......!!! goodnight.
Leeling, Gg Seventeen.