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Today is not my day man! Met B at his house dwnstairs at 2pm, then went his house play L4D while waiting for weiken to come, then i just liek looked at B phone, saw something really saddening, i just cried out, B came and ask me what happen, i just asked him to go away and say he should know it himself. Sigh, i just think im no longer important in your heart anymore, im really so scared you would just fall for her and leave me, i guess th fortune teller was right that someone was gonna interfere. I know you tolerate my attitude for months already, everytime i said i would change, but in the end i didn't. But after today i swear im gonna change for you to see, i won't ever control you anymore, nag at you, attitude you, scold you. I'm willing to do anything as long as your feelings will come back, even if i sacrifice myself, i wont mind. Seriously, you are the first guy i love so much, the first guy treat me so good, i won't be so stupid& stubborn anymore, when you told me today your feelings really fade, my heart really ache, i had never felt so miserable before, i don't mind losing anything just to exchange the love. Everything i request, you will try your best to do it for me, that really touches me, but when you request something, always i say i try, but in the end i didn't do it. Maybe the girl is much more better then me, that why, when i saw that your smsed her to ask her give you a chance, i know this is gonna end soon, & when i asked you if tml you are gg out, you say no. I bet you had already forgotten is our 3rd month, you said i changed, i tried to change back to how i am before. If one day your feelings are all gone, and you wish to break, please tell me, as long as you are happy, im fine with anything. Or if one day the girl accepted you, and you wish to be with her, i will let you go, cause if i hold you back i only got your body, but not your heart, and you wont be happy. Just now when i saw other girls photos in your phone, i really thinks you change, you used to only have my phtos and you will put my photos as your wallpaper, now is all different, you wont know how i feel. You told me that it wasn't you that send those sms, but is really hard to believe, but as what i promised. You are also the first which i said so much things face to face, i pluck alot of courage just to say those few sentence, maybe to you is liek only lil things, but to me. It mean really alot, when i heard that tht girl was in your school, i felt more afraid, cause i think you will see her more then me, if one day your two fall for each other, i really don'tknow what to do, but just let go. I really cant afford to lose you again, that time i broke with you is out of anger, i wont ever do it again. This time is a MUST to change myself, i know you are giving me a last chance, i will treasure it.
Sorry for giving you so much trouble always. Always you ae the on giving in to me, but from today onwards it wont be anymore. ILoveYou.
Leeling, Gg Seventeen.