AHDAN

2010-07-18T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone.
I'm back.
Didn't went for work this few days.
Got mc from thursday to saturday, then sun and mon off.
How shiok man. I can say my boss is really good.
Haha!
I really hate being sick. Especially SORE THROAT.
It totally sucks man. Yucks. Now my voice like don'tknow what shit.
But who cares.
Anw, I finally bought my iPhone!:)
So happy. I waited so longgggg, till now then i got it.
Hubby was sad.. Cos he had to wait till next month then he can get his.
Hmmm. But i think 1month very fast de la (:

49more days and my lil bean is coming out.
Omg. Time really flies man.
06sep is like still far, but when i count is even less then 50days.
Hehe. Excited man.
Can't wait to see him already,
i wonder if he is excited to come out also. Haha.

Awww, sad. One more day to rest and im gg back to work.
Shall post again soon.

2010-06-23T18:59:00.002+08:00

Waaaaaaaaa.
It has been long i last blog man.
Everyday work work work.
Ytd finally i get to watch my KARATE KID (:
So HAPPY!
Sian.
I miss my night life.
I miss drinking.
I miss smoking and don't need to worry anything.
I miss my freedom.
& i miss everything.

I'm at work now and i wanna eat SUSHI.
Again, everyday i feel like eating.
HEHE.

I'm gg to buy.
BYE.

MONSTER HUNTER SUCKS TTM!

2010-06-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hubby is playing PSP.
I hate it when he play ):
Cos he always neglect me, only concentrates on his PSP.
Now he sees im blogging this, yet he wanna show me attitude.
Humphs! Still dare say don't want care me.
Psp is a Boyf stealer, don't know who is the STUPID that invented it.
I wanna kill him/her.
Oh ya, and i also wanna kill the inventor of ' MONSTER HUNTER'
Asshole. Wht a LAME GAME. Hate it. Yet Hubby is so into it ):
Arghhh!

2010-05-31T16:13:00.003+08:00

Zzz, waiting for Hubby end work.
Watching some stupid show. But at least there is something for me to do,
if not i'll be bored to death.
Sianzxz.
Since long i last watch movie with Hubby.
How i wish i can have a movie outing with Hubby ):
Nvm, don't talk about this.
Anw, hope Nat fast recover from fever.
Miss her so muchzxz.
Hehe.

2010-05-28T15:54:00.002+08:00

Sianzxz.
I'm rotting at home alone.
My dear Hubby went to work, and no one acc me.
So sad. But nvm, he is ending work soon.
1 more hour to go(:
I feel like playing Mahjong again ):
I'm gg to entertain myself already.

BYEZXZ!.

2010-05-27T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hi.
I think i'm getting sick of Mahjong soon.
Has been playing for the past 5 days,
finally today get to rest.
& I lost $270 ):
Sad.
Shall stop playing for the time being already.
Haha! & I miss my Indian Mama ):
Around one week never see her already, sianzxzxz.
I wonder if she misses me :X

Sunday I'm moving house le.
Kind of don't bear to move,
i bet i'll miss my dad and mum.
But nvm, i will come bck and visit them. hehe.

Mahjong is my addiction.

2010-05-23T00:04:00.003+08:00

Hi. I want to play MAHJONG :(
Who would be the kind soul and buy me a set of Mahjong.
I'll really be happy ttm.

Rotting at home for the WHOLE DAY.
Thinking of Mahjong Mahjong Mahjong.
I don't want to be addicted to it, but i cant help it.
Someone, Save me!

Overdue Photos.

2010-05-18T21:36:00.005+08:00

2010-02-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

Ytd met Natalie at kovan around 12am in the midnight.
Then went to eat prata then slack slack talk talk and went cafe to find Bibi.
Waited for him end work then go home take car then we went plaza to play pool.
Blah blah blah..
Around 5.20 Bibi drove me and nat to my house there the bus stop,
and i accompanied nat to wait for bus,
then i went home bathed& KO.

Haha. Woke up at 7pm.
Ate my dinner, and im rotting in front of the comp now.

IM HAPPY WITH EVERYTHING NOW.

2010-02-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

Blah blah blah..

Ytd went singing session with Bibi, Ade1&2.
After that cab back to Bibi's house,
wait wait wait, finally got the car key.
Bibi drove Ade2 home then drove me home.
Reached home, bathed & K.O (:
Was freaking tired, the day before i only slept 4hrs.

& Finally i stopped quarreling with Bibi.
So happy. Weee! Hope we can stay lyk tt.
Bibi everyday busy working, don't have time accompany me D:
Got job interview on tuesday, sian 1/2.
I hope Ade's Doudou will be alright. Praying hard.
Everyday at home watch tv, eat, sleep.
Think i'm gonna become veryveryvery FAT.
I'm gonna do more exercise already.

IM NOT HAPPY.

2010-02-10T16:24:00.001+08:00

Life is so fuck up.

2010-02-02T17:38:00.002+08:00

Yoyo.

Met Levin at Serangoon ytd and went Bishan.
Went to look for Melvin Didi, haha! He become taller and handsome le.
Changed so much from the past.
After that went Serangoon to look for Qiqiu& Adrain.
Slacked. & They kept on tempting me to smoke. TMD.
Around 11pm, went to interchange and take bus to Hougang and meet Aaron,
Otw, saw Melvin Didi again.
Wanted take photos with him, but the bus came. So sad D:
Met Aaron for like 15mins only and Levin said she wanna go bugis meet her friend,
so we cabbed there. But then in the end went boat quay - 12th Element.
Then BLAH BLAH BLAH...
Had a arguement with Baby. Cabbed to Joo Seng and meet him.
In the end what i got was questioning.
After awhile he send me home.

Why cant we stop quarreling everyday.
Why what i get is questioning.
Why cant he show more care and concern to me.
Why?

2010-02-01T16:46:00.002+08:00

Finally i'm back to my blog.
Since long i touches my comp already.
Is like become damn bloody lag now la.
Oh ya, was so glad to know that Evan come out already (:
Ytd met Dearest and accompanied her went Bugis,
she wanted buy new year clothes , but didn't see anything suits her.
Shopped half way, bump into Panda& Zhenghui.
So coincidence.
Aft that went mac and eat, then was like getting bored already,
so we went to Plaza instead.
Saw Peiyi at plaza too. Then Jolene meets one of her friend.
Slack slack slack.
Then went Mall's foodcourt for my dinner then went Pasa Malam there walkwalk.
After that went back plaza & i bused to Kovan.
Then, BLAH BLAH BLAH..
& Around 6am in the morning than i reach home.
Bathed and all& i went to bed.

Oh ya, & i took quite a few photos with jolene.
Shall upload ltr or tml (:

2009-10-03T05:50:00.003+08:00

Currently at net force.
Came to hear a bad news.
My dear dumbdumb went in DRC for 1 month ):
When does all my love ones start to go in one by one?
I hate this feeling. But nevermind (:
Soon to be my turn already ba..

Dumb,
Takecare inside k? Come out already dont pg alrights.
don't do anything lj case already, is time to be good.
The century had changed. & don't worry.
You'll be missed by me (:

2009-09-30T10:11:00.003+08:00

Sianzxz. Baby is sleeping beside me and im rotting over here.
Listening to mother nag nag nag, will die ah.
Cannot collect my ez-link card. Wahlaos. Got to waste money buy standard ticket la.
Today Me& Baby off (:
Later gg watch phobia! Like finally la. I wanted watch that when is not even showing on cinema,
haha! Stupid me.
Going to bath and wake Baby up, & i'm gonna dye my hair today.
Like finally also la. But my stupid mother don't want acc me go bank collect my pay,
i want an atm card! ):

Arghhh! Forget it. I go find something to wear for later & i'm off to bath.
Oh ya, nearly forget.

Dickdick,
I'm sorry i didn't make it to yr court.
Overslept. Lucily postphone la (:
But you ah, always make ppl think negative. Still say if postphone you tok sut,
Now you can tok already. HAHA.

2009-09-28T23:41:00.004+08:00

My usb seems to have some problem,
cannot tranfer photos. Sad!
Today i woke up late for Dick's court,
luckily it was postphone again.
Phew! If not i'll sure be damn damn sad.
But i think he is angry with me for not gg,
msg him didn't reply, sigh.
Ytd met Dickson, Evan& Alvin at kovan,
miss them so so much, finally saw them.
The moment i see them get down cab i was so happy!
The feeling is even happier then i pick untill money$$.
Heh. Slack with them while at roof & they needa go off ):
Drank vodka ytd, hehe. Since long i last drink la(:
& most sad part is i forgot to take photos with them!
Arghhhh. But forget it. I'm sure there is still time.
Haha. Msging with Bibi now.
He is working, maybe meeting him aft his work.
1 more min and Bibi will cfm with me if he is meeting me ltr on.
Hope he is ):

Random.

2009-09-22T16:22:00.002+08:00

Yo!
I'm back to posting, shall post more often.
Hmmmm. I'm so fxcking sad!
Dicky is gg court on the 28th ):
I don't want him to go in, how i hope he wont be sentence.
If he really go in, next time who listen to me talk cock,
who will be there to listen me say my 'XIN SHI'
Sigh... I don't know la. Aku will miss him alotalotalot.
& I'm so fxcking angry with the stupid manager,
anyhow accuse me. I HATE IT LAAAAA!
Luckily never work already. Curse him till the max ah!
Angry~
Baby is sleeping like a dead pigggggggg behind me now,
& I'm at Boon's hse blogging, so bored!
No one entertain me ):
Forget it. & I miss Peiling ):
Really gonna meet her sooon.
Alrights, buhbyes. Post again next time when im free.
Sooon i mean. Haha!

The next love.

2009-08-18T08:57:00.003+08:00

Hey.
i bet everyone misses me.
it had been long long long since i last blog.
i miss the old blogger ! ):
Sunday, went to celebrate Ruth's birthday,
met up with Isaac too.
thn went home.
Waiting for Ahdear's next homeleave(:
Okie, im going to do my things.
Bye peepos!(:

2009-08-02T19:12:00.001+08:00

Since long i last blogged .
Hmmmm ,
Just reached home not long ago ,
these few days have been meeting up with Jolene ,
& i just met Peiling today !(:
Took photos and we went to print it out !
But she took most of the nice ones ,
fucking asshole :@
But im still very very very happy okay !
We went sk , hougang mall & i sent her bck to hostel .
I got so many thing i wanna say ,
but i don't have the courage ,
i really wanna forget , but no matter how hard i tried ,
those image keep on flashing across my mind ):
Forget it .
Next sunday i'm gg hostel to fetch Peiling out ,
hahahahahahaha !
And 15Aug she having homeleave ,
im gg to stay overnight at her house ,
alrights , im gg to have my yummy dinner .
Goodbye ,
I'm won't be posting so often already ,
miss me ah peepos !(:

2009-08-02T19:12:00.000+08:00

Since long i last blogged .
Hmmmm ,
Just reached home not long ago ,
these few days have been meeting up with Jolene ,
& i just met Peiling today !(:
So so so happy okay !
We went sk , hougang mall & i sent her bck to hostel .
I got so many thing i wanna say ,
but i don't have the courage ,
i really wanna forget , but no matter how hard i tried ,
those image keep on flashing across my mind ):
Forget it .
Next sunday i'm gg hostel to fetch Peiling out ,
hahahahahahaha !
And 15Aug she having homeleave ,
im gg to stay overnight at her house ,
alrights , im gg to have my yummy dinner .
Goodbye ,
I'm won't be posting so often already ,
miss me ah peepos !(:

2009-07-29T05:13:00.003+08:00

Ytd met up with Yuye, Munkie, Alpha, Dickson, Alvin and Evan At Elias .
Went over changi. Morning met up with Isaac for a short while ,
and something bad happen ,
Fcuking police asked me to throw away my cigg when i just bought it .
Damn bloody angry okay !
Was in the lock up for like fcuking 8 hours ,
when i was about to fall asleep ,
the fucking police knock on the cell and ask Me& Yuye to take our food ,
i was so bloody hungry and thirsty at tht point of time ,
when i was about to have my first mouth of food ,
they knock again and called me out .
Was so angry ! They told me my parents had came to bail me ,
i was the first to be bailed ,
then Yuye followed by Evan& Alvin .
Dear Alpha is still in the lock up ,
he will be charged in court tml morning ,
sigh , kinda shag la , i don't want him to go in .

To Alphaeous Khoo ZhiHao :
Time flies ,
we had know each other gg 3 months ,
i know maybe we had some past ,
you used to treat me eat and all .
Last time when i got no money ,
you go use to pay for for my food and all till something happen ,
and im trying to forget about it .
& I know fate changes everything ,
maybe tml you will go in or what ,
but be assured , we all will be waiting for you outside ,
i really don't wanna lose you as a friend ,
i know , maybe you wont be able to see my post ,
my only wish is to see you again ,
im gg for your court tml ,
so does everybody .
How i wish you could be bailed out just like us ,
but heard from the io ,
you have so many other cases still pending ,
i only can look at the bad side ,
i really wish you'll be alright ,
but , thats only a wish .
See how it goes tml alright ?
Takecare .

2009-07-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

I got so much photos to upload !
But the fucking blogger got problem .
I'm gg nuts already !
Someone , please solve it !

Well ,
I'm lazy to post about what happen these few days ,
Hmmmm , im fucking bluffed by dickson !
Shit him !

- Alphaeous Khoo Zhi Hao ,
Hope everything goes well for you on the 12August ,
(Touch Wood) If suaysuay you really go in ,
we all will be waiting for you outside ,
i know sometimes we might "Dou Jui" or what ,
but i know you're a nice guy ,
even though you very hong ! HAHA !
But afterall you're still a good buddy to me (:

2009-07-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

Stupid blogger got some problems , cannot upload photos , cannot change font colour . Arghhhh ! Fcuking dulan lohs .

I just woke up not long ago .
Ytd night Dickson , Alpha& Alvin came over my hse to ton .
We drink , watch dvd , pg .
In the morning , daddy gave me $50 for us to order mac-donald .
Thankyou Daddy !
Around 7am , they all left my hse .
& i went to bath and off to sleep .

When blogger is back to normal ,
i will post more and upload all the photos (:

2009-07-14T18:21:00.004+08:00

Yesterday meet Yiling , Alvin and Dickson at court outside the coffee shop at around 2.15PM ,
as Dickson's court is at 2.30 , after Yiling ate her food , we went off to the court .
Is like my first time gg court la , so abit anxious ,but is turns out to be sucky ,
we from 2.30 wait till like 3.45 , finally the hearing is over .
Phew !~ And is postphone to 3rdAugust .
Then we cabbed to Dickson's grandma shop to eat ,
then cabbed to Jiajia's house ,
& something happen again , Jiajia suddenly become very weird & she said she saw ' HER ' again ,
then we all left Jiajia's house and we got on a cab ,
dropped Aloy at his house there and we wanted to go Yiling house ,
but something not right is gg on , the uncle say he gg the exit out to upp srng ,
but idk why he go by a tunnel , and its like endless road ,
then when he come out form the tunnel , we're back to Jiajia hse there ,
Alvin , Alpha , Dickson & I was like scared to the max !
We even suspect we went to fetch ' HER '
Because not long after taxi uncle left Jiajia's hse there ,
Jiajia called me and tell me she didn't see her already , and she is fine .
& she asked all of us to be careful .
I know this is ridiculous , ppl out there , is up to your to believe it or not alrights ,
even me myself suspect im dreaming at that point of time .
Reached Yiling's hse , blah blah blah .
I'm to lazy to continue already .
Is time to post photos !(:

2009-07-13T00:51:00.002+08:00

Once upon a saturday ,
on the 11 july 2009 ,
met Yiling on the bus and went Elias together ,
on the way , i msged Jiajia and ask her to go over Elias ,
& when i reached i saw something damn shocking ,
is DICKSON ! I was so happy i saw him !
& then i know they all gang-ed up to bluff me saying Dickson went in ,
Shit you guys ! >; (
Let me think who was there that day ,
Hmmmmm ,
Jiajia , Yiling ,Dickson , Aloy , Alpha , Alvin , Vincent & Dickson's Brother .
Yeap , thats all i think ? Hehe (:

> Skip <

Around 6.20 we cabbed to E-hub as we're watching movie ,
we watched ' The haunting in connecticut '
That show is like ' Bao Jia Ah ' Fcuking scary sial .
I think i shout-ed like nobody's business ,
the whole movie , everyone til scared exept for Alvin& Aloy ,
But Alpha is cause of me then scare untill ,
cause he was sitting beside me , then got one part i like suddenly turned to him & shout ,
and he actually jump , haha ! If not the whole movie he was like laughing away ,
when ppl kena scare .

> Skip <

Alvin , Alpha , Aloy , Dickson , Gordon , Evan , Jiajia & I went over Yiling hse and ton ,
Half-way , something happen , everyone was so scared ,
I only know i don't feel really well , whole body no strength ,
and my i had a bad backache , so i told them i don't wanna play alrdy& i went in and rest ,
and suddenly i saw something , and i wanted to shout but got no strength ,
then they started to realised im not right ,
they started to crowd around me and ask me wht happen ,
and i don't even have strength to answer them ,
and my tears started to fall , i cnt seems to control it ,
and i saw Alpha , Alvin and Aloy at there praying ,
while Jiajia keep staying by my side accompanying me ,
I know Yiling cried as she was scared too ,
i know Dickson and the rest went bck to the garden to help me continue and end the game ,
as that i will be alrights ? thats wht they say .
I know she wanna harm Alpha ,
& i don't wish to continue already .

Morning we ordered Mac-donald for breakfast ,
as Yiling's dad gave us $50 ,
Thank you Uncle (:
but i think we order till $50 +
Ate , and we went to sleep ,
i know i keep kena woke up by Alpha ,
i don't know why he sleep keep on kicking ppl and moving ,
& the worse he SNORES !
But still cannot compare to Dickson's & Evan's .
HAHA !
Woke up at around 1.30 and i was so happy i saw Peiling's msg !(:
She say she gt time-out ans ask me to meet her ,
i said okay .
After we had our lunch at Yiling's hse ,
we all went off at around 4.30 .
Alvin , Evan , Gordon & Dickson shared one cab to Gamers ,
while Alpha& I sat another cab ,
he dropped me at Peiling's house downstairs and he went home .
The moment i saw her i ran over and hugged her ,
so happy ! Then after that she told me she needa go back hostel already ,
Peiling's dad fetch us there ,
we cock quite alot on her dad's taxi , & she gave me two of her photos ,
quite happy la , at least i can put at my wallet and look at it when i miss her .
Sent her into her hostel , was quite sad when she said byebye to us ,
the feeling cannot be define , but at least i can see she is happy la ,
no worries , nothing to trouble about , at least hai fang de xia .
Then Peiling's dad fetched me home ,
reached home , online awhile and i went lala-land (:

Just woke up not long by the stupid Gordon .
& i think im gg back my sleep soon ,
Goodnights Peepos !(:

Oh ya ! I forgot to transfer photos ,
hmmmm , i shall upload those photos tml (:

2009-07-11T00:29:00.013+08:00

Wed - Fri

2009-07-10T20:38:00.003+08:00

08 July 2009

Met Yiling , Alvin , Dickson& Evan at Elias around 2pm ,
they was eating when i reached ,
so waited for them to finish eating and we went Gamers together .
Rot there for awhile and they decided to go Kenneth house ,
Evan ride me there while the rest walked ,
Reached& i saw Aloy and Jiajia .
Said hello then Evan and i went in to the room while waiting for the rest to reach .
Spend around one hour plus there and we went back to Elias ,
as usual , Evan ride me there while the rest walked .
Met the rest at Gamers , Vincent& Amicell was there too .
Chit-chatted , and they decided to go K-box ,
But Yiling & Jiajia needa go home , so left - Evan , Dickson , Aloy , Alvin& I .
We cabbed there , reached then have a smoke and me went up .
Ordered our dinner and all , not long & Gordon reached ,
followed by Jiajia and Alpha .
Halfway , the staff came in and said they will change a room bigger abit for us ,
but turn out is ALOT BIGGER . Lol !
Is like bao-jia ah !
Sing , Sang Sung , then we left the K-box at 2am sharp .
Walked to don'tknow where and rotted there ,
& I forgotten what happen after that :X

09 July 2009

Woke up at around 1pm and Dickson needa go Hq at 2pm ,
Bathed & all then Dickson& I left his hse ,
his mum fetch me to Hq while i called Alvin to meet me at Dickson's hse downstairs ,
as i don't know how to go over Elias .
He reached& we bused there ,
met Yiling , Jiajia , Aloy & Alpha& Vincent .
Rot and Smoked , not long they Yiling& Jiajia needa go poly clinic ,
so all of us went together accept for Vincent ,
he went Tamp i think .
Bused there , then queued for temperature taking ,
and they said only one person is allowed to accompany ,
so Aloy acc Jiajia , Alvin acc Yiling THEN Alpha& I was like Ah hai waiting outside ,
but we didn't wait long la , haha !
After that we bused to Alvin hse ,
stayed there and wait for Dickson .
We left the house when Alvin's mother came back ,
she scare the hell out of me ! Lol !

- Skip -

Some of them left ,
so only left Alpha , Alvin , Dickson& I tonning ,
half way something happen really scared me ,
lucky nothing happen in the end .
Bus home in the morning ,
was suppose to go for Dickson's court but i fall asleep ,
I'm sorry Dickson! ):

Just msged Alpha& Yiling , they told me Dickson went in ,
Sigh , i dontknow wht to say .

To Dickson :
I hope things go well for you on this monday alrights ,
goodluck .
You're really a good friend , when i got no money , you treated me eat and all ,
i no cigg , you spon me , whenever i need something or any favour i ask from you ,
you always tried to fulfill me . Thanks alot really .
No matter wht i'm always here for you my buddy !
I still wanna have a heart to heart talk with you again !

Blogger got problem la ! Pissed off !
Got quite alot of photos to upload ,
& i just cant fucking upload it .
Arghhhh !

2009-07-08T12:11:00.008+08:00

Leeling & Yiling .

Cassandra & Jinghong . - Yiling & Leeling .

Jinghong's Birthday Celebration.

Alpha the sleeping beauty , Dickson captured it with my phone :D

Alpha & Dickson .

Leeling & Alpha .

My face sucks in these two photo , so is censored :D

:D

The idiot Gordon.

Billy & Gordon.

Gordon.

Gordon & Leeling .

2009-07-07T22:25:00.019+08:00

Today around 9.30 the stupid Yiling woke me up ,
ask me to acc her skip school cause she was late .
LOL .__.
Prepared and all , bused down .
Saw her sitting at the bus stop ,
went fr breakfast ,
smoked , and bus to Poly Clinic as she wanted to take MC .
We waited for 1hr 30mins , no joke okay . Is like WTF ! Damn bloody long .
Smoked& walked to Hougang mall ,
ate Pasta Mania for lunch , smoked& bused to Yiling's house .
Waited for her tution finish and we went Kovan .
Played my drum ! So happy (:
Since long i touched it , hahahahaha !
Smoked and back to Yiling's house to take the monitor & i cabbed home .
Reached home , transfer the monitor screen and eat my dinner (:

Alrights , my comp had recovered btw ,
Cousin came my house to fixed it .
HAHA !
I'm gonna upload all the photos that i took after my comp kena virus .
Should be quite alot :X

2009-07-03T14:28:00.001+08:00

MY COMP HAD A H1N1 VIRUS.

i won't be able to post for the time being ,
but peepos , please keep my tagboard alive .

Takecare!

2009-06-25T15:26:00.002+08:00

Edit-ed.

w/o edited.

2009-06-24T07:31:00.003+08:00

Rotting at lan shop AGAIN ! ):
Ytd Peixian& I went elias meet Dickson at around 1pm ,
reached there only he& Aloy was there ,
waited for Alphaous& Alvin to come find us ,
they took HOURS okay , was damn pissed off .
They came with a girl whom i forgot her name ,
& waited for Aloy's girlfriend to come ,
7 we went off to E-hub .
Met Alvin's girlfriend , Yilng at E-hub .
Wanted to watch movie ,
some wants to watch ( Drag me to hell ) while some wants ( Ghost of girlfriend's past ) .
In the end , we didn't even watch ):
Went superdog to eat ,
i think i kena ' TOK ' again ,
after eating we went Nebo cafe to play some board games ,
then Randy that idiot ask me meet him at Elias ,
so Peixian& I cabbed down ,
& something is going on , so we went to some hut ,
at there for hours thn we came back Elias to meet the rest .
took quite alot of photos .
I shall post it when i'm home !(:

The lan now like only left ,
Dickson , Alphaous , Peixan , Randy , Alvin& I ):

I'm Boreddddddddd ! Can someone entertain me please !

2009-06-22T13:38:00.003+08:00

Peiling is the sex !(:

2009-06-20T04:17:00.005+08:00

Derek , the stupid !(:

Peixian , the idiot !(:

Amos , the beatle !(:

2009-06-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

Met Peiling before she went in ,
was damn shaggg laaaaa !
Before i go , i hugged her and cried ,
she told me don't cry ,
she told me she come out will call me ,
it feels so weird w/o see-ing her online ,
sigh , but whts the use ? No point , just hope that she will be fine inside .
Met Peixian at Block 1 & we bused to Elias Mall .
Met Evan and Alvin , they both laughed at my new haircut ,
ANGRYYYYY !
Slacked , Smoke , Eat , life at lan is boring laaaaa !
Went for another hair-cut at EM just now ,
the outcome was worse then before ,
got even more angry ! >; (
But nevermind , cut also cut already .
After that stupid Alpha came ,
he laughed at my hair toooo ! Humph !
Followed by dickson then Aloy , as the same , they laughed !D:
Then accompany them go packet food and eat ,
not long , Amos reached ! Since long i saw him laaaa ! Miss-ed him so so much .
I'm happy about something !
He didn't laugh , hehe . Was happy for a short time , and he laughed for like 1 second ):
After that Peixian's friend came ,
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm .
Around 9 plus , Peixian's friend cabbed me home ,
& Peixian alighted at my hse here ,
bought cigg & back home .

& Finally !
I got a license from mummy to smoke in the living room !
Don't need hide at toilet already !
Whoooohooooooooooo !
So god damn happy !

2009-06-15T22:29:00.004+08:00

2009-06-14T22:59:00.004+08:00

Stay at home the whole day today ,

feel like dying ! I'm like rotting already ,

I feel so weak la , just taken my temperature ,

is 39 degrees ):

Eat , sleep , eat , sleep .

I think is time to weigh myself already ,

i confirm i gain weight la , must have heart prepare first .

Hehe , i think i'm gg back sleep soon ,

tml sould be going out (:

I once wished that you could treat me more cold ,

but now when you are ignoring me , i wished you can care more ,

i don't know whats wrong with me ,

why cant i just ignore you ?

The first sight saw you , i fell for you ,

just the first look . Should i say , love at first sight ?

Sigh , the feeling cannot be define , i once told you how i felt ,

you told me to just treat you like a normal friend ,

it seems easy for you to say ,

but did you ever try putting yourself in my shoes ?

You will never know how much you actually hurt me ,

the way you reply my msg was't the same anymore ,

you changed too much till i don't know how to cope with it ,

maybe is my fault for loving you so much ,

how i wish i could turn back to the day i saw you ,

i wouldn't even look at you ,

so i won't even fall for you .

2009-06-14T05:28:00.002+08:00

Ytd woke up at around 1pm +
saw quite alot of miss call ,
called back then went to eat and prepare ,
as i need to meet Darlink& Vincent .
Around 3 , Vincent say he coming with his friend to fetch me already ,
so i called Darlink ask her cab to my house ,
went to 372's carpark , get up and we are off to Pasir Ris .
Reached , went Ehub and have some food ,
Ate at BBQ Chicken , some kind of restaurant ,
i remember Me& Peiling went there once (:
Aft eating we went off to Pasir Ris Park as Darlink's class had a BBQ ,
we walked arnd 1 hr from pit 1 to pit 61 ,
the wind is like damn BLOODY strong la ,
i had never felt this kind of wind before .
Is like typhoon la ! I'm not kidding people , i'm serious , no joke .
Reached slack , talked around , one of her friend name don'tknow what is damn
X.iahlan ! Keep on shooting me , angry laaaa !
Left around 6 as Vincent need to rush home ,
So , Me& Darlink went back kovan to slack ,
met up with Aiai& Joanna !
Since long i last met them laaaaaaaaaa ! Miss them (:
Not long cabbed to Lorong Ahsoo to meet the fucking Aaron ,
for like 15mins went off ,
Me& Joanna slacked till around 1 , she cabbed home ,
& she dropped me at my house bus stop .

Reached home , bathed & Vincent called me ,
we chat for like 3 hours plus ,
hanged the phone not long , i'm like damn tired la ,
im gonna sleep real sooooooon !

I'll post photos tml when i wake up ,
G.nights peoples !

I wanna turn back time !

2009-06-13T02:24:00.004+08:00

Had a Twenty Fours hours sleep ,
feel so great laaa !
Slept from Thursday afternoon Friday afternoon .
Woke up not long, had a talk with Ahdear ,
& we decided to meet up and slack fr awhile ,
Meet her at my hse here the exercising area ,
she was with jordon !
Miss them so much laaaa !
She acc me wait for Vincent to come ,
not long she went back home to wait for her Po's call ,
So Vincent, Vincent's Brother& I slacked under my block fr like 20 mins ,
they needa go off as Vincent got tagging , how sad ):
Went back home , had my dinner& off to sleep again ,
i think im behaving like a pig .
Eat , sleep , eat , sleep ,
i think is time for me to exercise !

& i think i'm gg back my dreamland soon (:

2009-06-12T15:06:00.001+08:00

Mr Alpha (:

MR ********* !

2009-06-11T06:41:00.003+08:00

I'm rotting at the Lan now !
Is like boring laaaaaa.
Ytd went swimming, hehe.
Is like finally la,
i wanted to go for a long time, even though i didn't even swim,
when there play water, hehe.
the HOTHOT SPRING was great man !
Went there with Evan Dumb, Peixian, Aloy, Dickson& Alpha.
It was damn bloody fun but tired ):
Hmmm, after swimming came back EM.
Everyone wanted to go eat,
& it reminds me that i lost $20 ):
Everyone odered their food,
stupid Alpha helped me order Horfun w/o telling me,
when i the food came i told him i dontwant eat,
his whole bloody face change,
so i ate ):
Shagggggg laaaaa !
After eating,
luckily got Dumb bring me go rounding la,
but halfway kena police screen, damn bloody suey la !
After all those fun, i suddenly felt somehow different w/o him,
a kind of weird feeling w/o him here to disturb me and play with me.
Cause he went home earlier as he as tired, how sad right ):
When i'm home i will upload some FUNNY Candid of Alpha.(:

Sigh, i didn't know i would fall so deep.
I first thought it was just a crush or something,
i told myself to treat You just like a normal friend,
but i just cant !
Maybe You shouldn't treat me so good,
just in some way You maybe should just treat me cold,
the way you cared is too much.
Sometimes i wonder,
why do You still treat me so good when You told me those feelings was not there anymore,
im still trying my best to let those feelings go away,
maybe we shouldn't meet up anymore,
it would be better, isn't it ?
Since You already had a new love,
is just a one-sided love &
i know is impossible between us ):

2009-06-09T01:44:00.004+08:00

Everyone's Photo was here Accept for Alpha.

Lol !

Sunday was a bad day la !
I hate sunday !
Met Peixian around 11.30 at my house downstairs,
i asked Peixian to help me buy cigg as my mum's friend working.
After that Mr Alpha called me, said he just woke up,
i told him i'm on my way to Pasir Ris already,
then he complained that i didn't wait for him,
such a sucker.

Hanged the phone then Peixian& i cabbed to Elias Mall.
Reached, saw Dumb& Alvin outside smoking,
zoot them then went over,
Peixian wasn't really happy bcos she said Dumb treat her very cold.
So i told Dumb to talk to her since she so emo,
after awhile they all fine already (:

So the four of us went to the CC to have some fun,
while waiting for Dickson,
hmmm. Met Dickson at 7-11 after that,
Then went to the lan to wait for Mr Alpha,
the Slowpoke !
While waiting Dickson's friend& his gf came,
& we went to a Japanese Restaurant,
this is the part i'm angry !
I ordered two pieces of Salmon Sushi,
& it costed me $5 !
WTF right ?!!?
I suspect i kena tok laa, damn bloody angry !

After that off to lan to slack,
then finally Mr Alpha bear to come down,
we all waited for him like gg 6 hours,
felt like killing him laaa !
Then he told us he gg club, lol !
So we all went CC for our fun, but Alvin and Alpha went somewhere first,
so left Dumb, Peixian, Dickson& me.
While waiting for Gordon, something happened,
and Peixian cabbed home.
Then Dumb& me cabbed to Bedok to buy something and cabbed back to Elias,
was like so tired la, then finally we saw Gordon, lol !
Then Dumb, Dickson, Alpha, Gordon& me off to CC again,
halfway i was so pissed off with all of them la.
Please la okay, people have their limits, your are too much alrdy.
I was so angry till i walked off & Alpha come after me and asked me dont angry,
then at there act cute, Sucker !
Went to lan shop& i suspect i got gastric.
My stomach was so damn bloddy pain la !
Then Alpha don't know go where buy the wanton mee,
keep force me eat, then i shouted at him,

Me : Where got ppl liekthat force ppl eat de.
Alpha : just eat can ?
Me : * Shake my head *

In the end, im stilll force to eat abit of it.
Not long then Alpha& Alvin sent me to take bus.
Reached home, bathed, & i'm off to my dreamland,
just woke up not long ago (:

2009-06-07T01:06:00.003+08:00

Have been hanging out with Evan dumb, Dickson, Gordon& Alpha recently,
is like everyday at Pasir Ris kill time.
Rotting man !
Was like in the lan shop for the whole time,
but i was still happy cause at least i saw Him (:

But sadly, something happen in the night that totally spoilt my mood.
See-ing your being so close really hurts me,
it made me thought of those few days,
it reminds me of how close we are.
I know even though we know each other not even a week,
but i can feel that the feeling is strong,
you told me you did have feelings fr me,
but it didn't stay long,
you apologized fr everything and tell me to find a true love.
Sigh, i'm really confused.

Someone, please teach me what to do !

2009-06-04T18:19:00.005+08:00

2009-03-27T00:57:00.003+08:00

Everything seems to be different after that day i saw your messages,
you gave her chocolates, ask for a chance to be with her.
I questioned you about it, you didn't wanna admit& tell me the truth,
when i know you are already lying, i choose to believe& trust you again and again,
all my friends are telling me to leave you, but i just cant do it.
All i want is you to love me, be faithful to me, thats all.
Really so hard? If yesterday i had never added her in msn and asked about it,
i think i would still be kept in dark, once again i asked you,
you continued to deny, i guess you think i'd never know about it.

Someone told me that you told your friend that you do not have a girlf,
& you only like her. Do you know how i feel when i heard this?
Once again, i asked you. You told me you didn't said that, i believed you.
Everything you said i would believed you.
I just hope this would stop and we could get on together happily,
is it possible? & PLEASE STOP LYING TO ME!

I know i told you to start afresh& now i'm here talking so much cock,
i know i shouldn't be bothering about it,
you told me not to listen to them and trust you just this once,
but will i being fooled again? I'm really just to afraid to that,
please give me some time, i'll try my best.

2009-03-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday My Dear Baby!

I hope you are happy today,
you are the first boyf i celebrate his birthday for him.
Loveyou.

2009-03-23T18:48:00.002+08:00

Just reached home, feel kinda weird as im having my menses.
As baby is meeting his mum for dinner so i cabbed home,
tml is baby's birthday already!
Haha, needa do alot of thing.
Plan Plan Plan!

I'm gonna change the habit of taking cab everyday,
if not one day me& baby will turn broke.
HAHA!(:

K, i'm gonna rest now, i'm having bad stomach cramp.

2009-03-23T04:15:00.000+08:00

My internet connection is going haywire,
often connect and disconnect.
Damn bloody angry,
& yes im back to playing maple, kinda bored nowaday,
& i getting bored of L4D already.

Baby came over my house to pass me Panadol and Bbgum.
and i was not feeling well in the midnight,
so nice of Baby, Thanks BABY!(:
(L) Die You!

2009-03-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

After 12354987 Years,
Dad finally signed me a line& bought me a phone.
& is unlimited sms plan!(:
I wanted that phone for freaking long!
Haha, damn god happy(:

After that met Baby at his house and slacked around.
Then Baby gave me $10 to cab home,
reached home asked Egg if she wanna me,
she said ok till now she is still at East coast!
Damn angry!

Baby is currently fishing with his sister boyf,
shall meet him tml morning,

Bye!

2009-03-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

I did a quiz about my real self.
Below are the analysis about it.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

I did another quiz about if i still have feelings for my ex.
Here are the analysis below.

You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in

2009-03-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

Just woke up not long ago,
currently at Baby's house,
Yeaterday went fishing at punggol,
no wait, actually i dontknow we go there fish or feed mosquito.
Around 3.45am we walked to Marina Country Club,
Reached and we found a sofa and se seated there and play cards,
but, still feeding mosquitos, such an ass!
Hmmmmm, then around 7.15 we went wait for shutter bus.
Waited around 1hr plus then the bus came,
hmmm, & i saw one familar face,
but im not sure whether is her.
So, forget it, im gg back to sleep already,

Bye peepos!

2009-03-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

I'm so happpppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
Baby& Me is fine already, whoooohoooooooooo!~
Love die him ahhhhhh!
Baby is the sex, just left him and i miss him so much.
Hmmmm, met him at around 2.30 at senior,
slacked and wait for rain stop and head to tpy to find Baby's phone,
He bought a phone and he so happy,
but im sad D: Cause i didn't get to buy mine.
Then we headed back to serangoon to meet gerald& eat.
Then slacked at Baby's house, while im heading home,
Baby's dad reached home, said goodbye and Baby sent me to take cab.

Conversation below :

Baby : Wa High tide ah, Bueytahan already. How? ( With a aqua action& face)
Me : Your problem la(:
I failed to take the photos but is god damn funny!

Later maybe gg fishing with Baby, haha.

Bye Peepos!

2009-03-16T09:14:00.000+08:00

2009-03-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for always being so unreasonable,
I'm sorry for always giving you attitude,
I'm sorry for always not trusting you when i say i will,
I'm sorry for always suspecting you,
I'm sorry for everything i did.

I only wanted you to be happy,
nothing else.
Seeing you happy is the greatest blissfulness,
i don't want to tie you by my side,
i want to have your heart, your love, your care,
if i could stand a place in your heart,
i'm happy and contented already,
i won't ask for more, but your love.
You said that you dont really feel my love anymore,
but i still love you, maybe im showing it in a wrong way that you cant feel it,
if is that case, i apologise once again.

2009-03-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

Met Baby at Serangoon mrt,
train to vivo and we seated CableCar.
So coooool, reached sentosa& Baby brought me to sit Luge& Skyride,
So damn fun, but sadly i got height phobia, so i didn't really look down,
i took quite alot of photos and video, but sadly cant upload ):
& Baby brought me to see Song Of The Seaaaa!
Haha, so damn freaking cute,
Then we bused back to vivo to have our dinner,
LongjohnSilver, since long i ate that.
Then we trained back to serangoon, slacked for awhile,
Baby needa go to go to his mum's place,
& i cabbed to meet Ahpei,
Sigh, i so damn sad.

How many times are you gonna apologise to me about the same thing,
How many times can i have you back,
I thought when i started praying we could get better,
But it just seems so hard,
I told myself i could make some changes,
But when i change, there is still something that remains th same,
And thats the feelings your have in me,
You seems to really have a hold on me,
And every time we broke up,
We turn around to make up.

I'm totally out of my elements,
When i gets mad, you would buy me something or cheer me up,
Thinking it's gonna solve every issues,
I had never love somebody so much that i'm blind to see,
I had never love somebody so much that i'm deaf to hear,
Its true that i gave you my whole heart,

I really don't wanna talk about it,
it simply making me feels like crying out my heart,
Every time i pour my emotions,
I feel empty inside,
I need you just like the air i breathe,
I cant imagine my life without you,
I wont wanna let you know how i feels,
I knows you don't feel the same,
Did you ever think that you could hurt me so,
I feel like letting you go, but i just cant do it,
Don't try to explain why your love change,
Bcos you really broke my heart this time,
i would have done anything if it would make you love me,
You are the only one i need.

I needa tell you i trust you,
I really need you,
And its really driving me crazy,
I believe this love is meant to be,
Promise me that you would never leave me,
I gotta have you, cause there is something about you,
A guy like you is damn hard to find,
You're sweeter then honey,
Any of my precious things, ain't nothing compared to you,
Knowing that you moved on,
The only thing left for me to do try to move on with you.

2009-03-14T14:58:00.001+08:00

Today was a great day.

Baby went orchard to look for his mum,
then he came my house to cab me as it was raining,
reached and joel was waiting at Baby's house downstair for god damn long.
Up to Baby's house then watch ' I DO I DO ' then Baby went to bath& we set off to orchard,
since i week i last took a bus, everyday was like CAB CAB CAB! ):
Wasted alot money.
Reached Shawhouse went to see what movie can watch,
thinking for damn long and we decided to watch a dragonball movie,
haha, it was quite nice yea.
Hmm, then met renjing at his workplace, and Baby bought me a ice-cream which cost 19.50,
ate not even half i dontwant liaos, sorry Baby.
Then cabbed to SINGAPORE FLYER!
I'm so god damn happy:D
Took plently of phtos, i shall try uploading later.
After that cabbed to Takashimaya to eat my pepper lunch,
Salmon cream pasta(:
YummmYummm.
Then cabbed back to serangoon to slack,
11.30pm Baby sent to take cab,
& I'm home!(:

2009-03-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

Baby sent this to my e-mail, kinda sweet yea?
This colour was exactly the same, only i edited a few words as it cant be posted(:

Baby i really can see that you're not really happy being with me,but during this few months im really happy to have met you and to be with you but sometimes when we argued i was rather angry but i just didnt wan to show you tat i was angry i was afraid that i would lose you.
When the last time when we broke up,i really realise how important you were to me i didnt really know what to do then.when we went out to ps it felt very awkward not hugging you or not holding your hands it felt as if i had had lost the most important person in my life.
After that wen we patched i was really confused because i was scared it might happen again and again and again,but didnt but in the end we argued again because of my friend Ziying....
When u said u saw those messages i was really shocked because i didnt even send those messages, i really wont admit if i didnt do such stuff. when u kept saying i sent those messages i felt very angry cause i never until yesterday u saw my saved messages....
I was quite angry in the afternoon when u started messaging your ex,maybe i was just jealous when you suddenly soo happy while messaging him and suddenly didnt talk to me, i felt a total lost again them when u left u said u gonna meet another of your friend i was so afraid you were gonna meet your ex. them at night when i came home peiling told me someone asked you for patch i was really thinging tat u were gonna except , but i told myself tat i must trust you just like wat lavin said before 'if a relationship has no trust it wont last long ' soo i just trusted you.
I just cant explain the love i have for you, i know youu've done alot of things for me and i really appreciate it......i really suck at being a boyfriend.......
i've failed to make you happy......i've failed to be sweet to you.......i've failed to make you smile......i've failed to do alot of things for you....all i did was make you angry, make you sad and make you shag i've these 3 things more them any other things....IM SORRY FOR ALL THESE UNHAPPY TIMES
BABY FROM NOW ONWARDS...
you're free to do watever you like okay, don needa change for me to be a good girl u might just end up regretting all you've done for me.
Just treat me the same like how you're treat me these few months okay...
i don wan to be controlling everything you do....
i don want to be forcing you to do those things tat you don wanna do...
and if you're sad or angry with me doing anything wrong just let me know okay i should the one changing not you..you're already the best there can be.....
IM SORRY BABY......
BUT... can u do me a favour please take a a picture from your blog the one of me lighting ciggarette that picture make me look very fat....thanks baby....do watever you like okay don bother about my feelings as lng as you're happy tats good enough for me.....i love you goodnite baby,after u read this sleep early kay sleep tight kay cover blanket if cold kay....oh ya baby from now on we don have anything already kay i wanna show u im not that kind.......!!! goodnight.

2009-03-12T12:20:00.000+08:00

Pepper Lunch& Ben and jerry.

Peiling(Egg) Advertising Tibits & Weiken putting mask(:

Her Egg here^^

Helping her to post.

she say she's lazy.
And I think she's going crazy now,

Kinda happy for her. Wheeeeeeee~

She loves him, but I know she loves me toooo :D

She's busy watching teeveee and now got teevee dontwant me liao,

Still dare say love me. TSK!

She's really going crazy, Anyhow roll on my bed and anyhow jump.

Argh, Only "Iloveyou" no need liddat mahr ):

Aha , kkk. Goodluck eggy(:

2009-03-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

Cabbed to Baby's house at 1.30,
asked him to come down fetch me and smoke then go up,
reached smoked, then went up,
Baby got alot of kfc chicken at his fridge,
he went to microwave while i helped weiken to put the mask,
then while waiting for his mask to dry i played L4D,
then after that he don't believe will pain then i just pluck out very hard& he shouted.
Haha!
Then waited for renjing come and we cabbed to fareast to find Baby's shoe again,
but again, didn't manage to find,
so walked to the ICE-CREAM SHOP again.
Haha, renjing got cheated this time,
so cute huh, then we went taka Soul Gardens to eat,
which cost Baby's $107,
but th food there damn nice,
haha, after that Baby cabbed me home.

LoveloveloveYou!

2009-03-10T13:20:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy girl today :D

Met peiling at 301 cause of stupid things,
then at there smoke then ppl drag time till liek 3 then i cabbed to baby house as it was raining,
reached saw mark was there too,
rested awhile, smoked, then me& baby go put mask tgt,
so funny, i took a few photos, but sadly cant upload,
i will upload when my cable is okay.
After that cabbed to chinatown cause baby wanna change money,
in the end he got 1k +
then we cabbed to taka to eat pepper lunch while waiting for weiken to come we went smoked,
then acc baby go buy his earpiece and ipod casing,
which cost him liek $250,
then we cabbed to ps to eat ben& jerry.
then we cabbed back to cine to find baby's shoe but cant find,
in the end we went to play arcade till liek 9.30, smoked,
& baby cabbed and sent me home,
he scared something happen to me, so cute ah.
Love die you laaaa!

2009-03-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

Woke up at around 5pm,
prepared and all then met my dear neh at her house dwnstairs.
Then walked to block 6 to eat and bought VML(:
Hmmmm, then went netforce to play L4D,
then saw Yxxxx& Kxxxx.
After playing went to kovan to eat with them,
while walking there, i dropped my cigg on the road while crossing,
pick up 2 sticks, but i still lost 2 stick, while finding, a car liek nearly bang me.
After eating then walked to my house there to slack,
laugh till peng, today was damn funny till something happen and spoiled my mood,
Peiling& me was liek keep on running and hiding.
Untill liek 11 plus i walked home& called B.
Just hangup the phone,
tml gonna do mask, hahahahahaha!

Baby .

I so happy when i received the sms you sent today when i woke up,
i still thought im in a dream,
you said your feelings came back, i rubbed my eyes& looked again,
to be sure im not dreaming.
I'm really happy that im changing, i thought i still couldn't do it this time,
in fact, i did!
& you finally bear to change your msn nick,
i think we really started afresh again.
Loveyou(:

2009-03-08T04:30:00.000+08:00

06March2008.

Happy 3rd My Dear(:

Met B at his house at around 2,
guowei& weiken was there too, playing L4D.
Then slacked then joel came,
then around 4 plus we bus to orchard to meet roy,
& we went to disturb renjing from working,
haha, so fun!
Then we ate my favorite, KFC (:
Haha, so happy, thanks B.
While waiting for bus home,
someone said her name to B,
by that i already got defated,
sigh, last time even though this kinda things happen,
i won't be so sensitive,
but when i heard her name,
my mood changed straight. Maybe i really too over react.
Or maybe too sensitive.
She is gonna kill me soon, she is driving me crazy.
I told myself not think about it, but i just cant.
Can anyone tell me what to do?

2009-03-05T16:50:00.000+08:00

Today is not my day man!
Met B at his house dwnstairs at 2pm,
then went his house play L4D while waiting for weiken to come,
then i just liek looked at B phone,
saw something really saddening,
i just cried out,
B came and ask me what happen,
i just asked him to go away and say he should know it himself.
Sigh, i just think im no longer important in your heart anymore,
im really so scared you would just fall for her and leave me,
i guess th fortune teller was right that someone was gonna interfere.
I know you tolerate my attitude for months already,
everytime i said i would change, but in the end i didn't.
But after today i swear im gonna change for you to see,
i won't ever control you anymore,
nag at you,
attitude you,
scold you.
I'm willing to do anything as long as your feelings will come back,
even if i sacrifice myself, i wont mind.
Seriously, you are the first guy i love so much,
the first guy treat me so good,
i won't be so stupid& stubborn anymore,
when you told me today your feelings really fade,
my heart really ache, i had never felt so miserable before,
i don't mind losing anything just to exchange the love.
Everything i request, you will try your best to do it for me,
that really touches me, but when you request something,
always i say i try, but in the end i didn't do it.
Maybe the girl is much more better then me,
that why,
when i saw that your smsed her to ask her give you a chance,
i know this is gonna end soon,
& when i asked you if tml you are gg out,
you say no.
I bet you had already forgotten is our 3rd month,
you said i changed, i tried to change back to how i am before.
If one day your feelings are all gone,
and you wish to break, please tell me,
as long as you are happy, im fine with anything.
Or if one day the girl accepted you, and you wish to be with her,
i will let you go,
cause if i hold you back i only got your body,
but not your heart, and you wont be happy.
Just now when i saw other girls photos in your phone,
i really thinks you change,
you used to only have my phtos and you will put my photos as your wallpaper,
now is all different, you wont know how i feel.
You told me that it wasn't you that send those sms,
but is really hard to believe, but as what i promised.
You are also the first which i said so much things face to face,
i pluck alot of courage just to say those few sentence,
maybe to you is liek only lil things, but to me.
It mean really alot, when i heard that tht girl was in your school,
i felt more afraid, cause i think you will see her more then me,
if one day your two fall for each other, i really don'tknow what to do,
but just let go.
I really cant afford to lose you again,
that time i broke with you is out of anger, i wont ever do it again.
This time is a MUST to change myself,
i know you are giving me a last chance,
i will treasure it.

Sorry for giving you so much trouble always.
Always you ae the on giving in to me,
but from today onwards it wont be anymore.
ILoveYou.

2009-03-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 6.30am,
prepare& all then went peiling house dwnstair to meet her.
Walked to mall& eat then slack awhie she went schl,
& i walked to kovan to buy my things then walked to serangoon,
reached B's house dwnstair at around 10.
then sit there till liek 10.30 got one guy came and ask me if i want cigg,
i said ya, and he gave me 1,
haha.
then around 11.30 i went to buy food and eat then wait for B to release.
He reached around 12.40& went his house.
I fall asleep damn soon, while B play L4D in his comp awhile and he came and sleep.
Woke up around 5 and i play L4D awhile and e bought to to take bus.

Just met peiling and acc her to eat and i'm home:DD

First time skip school alone, sad huh?

2009-03-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

Today cabbed to B house at around 4,
meet him at his house then slack untill around 8.30,
B's dad called and ask what we wanna eat,
then B ask me in a very rude manner& his dad scolded him.
Conversation below :

B : What you want eat?
Me : Shy eh.
B's Dad : How can you talk to a lady liek this,
you should say, wht do you liek to have.
B : Okay, what do you liek to have.
Me : Ice kachang(:

Haha, and im so happy.
B's dad reached home around 9,
ate and everything, then go balcony smokesmoke.
Then B's dad drive me home,
haha, thanks uncle :D

B got a scolding by his dad cause of being no manners,
haha.
But anyway, sorry baby ):

My usb cable still cant be fixed,
how sad huh?
Couldn't post those photo,
Arghhhh!

2009-03-02T01:35:00.000+08:00

Today woke up @ around 1pm,
Msged B and asked if he finished his church already,
he told me 2pm so i used comp all this then went to bathed& prepared around 3.
B asked me to bomb his phone at 3.45 as we are meeting 4,
called and i left my house to take bus,
Reached around 4.20.
& it is raining heavily, so angry!
Then accompany B to cut his hair, took a few funny phtos,
wanted to post but usb cable sot, try again tml(:
Currently, im webcaming with peiling now.
We are so bored, try to wait till 4.30& meet as we are not sleeping,
haha.

Alrights, goodbye peoples!
Shall post again tml.

2009-02-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

Ystd ton @ Peiling's house.
Then play around with webcam,
around 5am Peiling fell asleep.
Soooooo, i webcamed with stanley(:
Photos on top (:

Today, went Amkhub with Peiling,
then shopped around and she asked me to try something damn nice,
but i tasted, OK ONLY LEH.
Haha! Then went smokesmoke& all then she took 25 home,
& i went to serangoon to meet B(:
I'm so happy that we patched, haha.
(L) Die You laaaa!

I'm back home now, maybe gg over to Peiling house ltr on:D

2009-02-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

Met david, roy& his dad at srng mrt at around 5pm,
then we mrted to ps, and wanted to walk to central point.
Halfway something happen, then we all run liek damn fast till cuppage plaza,
then don'tknow walk to where to take mrt to cityhall.

im damn lazy to post already.

2009-02-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

Baaby,

As days passed by, i realized we drifted alot.
We ain't so close anymore, the feeling, the secure, the way we communicate had all changed,
you said that is because of schooling thats why we drifted,
but to me, thats not the reason.
The way you hugged me, kiss me, hold my hand,
it seems so different too already.
You said when holiday we can sure drifted back,
but im not sure if i can wait till that day,
everyday i seems to like getting further from you,
i seems to dont understand you so much already,
the trust is not there anymore, you said you can gain it back,
but i think it just cant.
I think im too naive, i always used to think you are mine,
but slowly i think you ain't anymore, you changed alot,
but well, i know people do changed, but i just too much.
I know you are trying to change back and recently you are very stress cause of your dad,
& i'm like adding on to your stress, i'm sorry.
I told you once that you will be better off w/o me,
you told me when you are with me you are always happy,
but now i think this sentence don't work anymore?
This few days when i'm with you, i dont see any happiness in you,
you dont seems to laugh like like time you used to be.
I miss the way you smiled at me,
the way you tell me you love me,
the way you kiss me,
the way you hold my hand,
the way you joke with me,
the way you concern about me,
the way you hugged me to sleep,
the way you try to make me happy whenevr i'm sad,
the way you hugged me when i'm cold,
the way you used to look at me,
the way we talked on phone,
& taking phtos with you.
I just fcuking miss your everything!

If one day you would leave me,
its the end of me.
I know that time my feelings for you faded is my fault,
but you always claim that is yours.
whenever we quarrelled you are th one always apologising to me,
even is its my fault.
You even begged& please me,
seriously, no one had ever did that to me before.
ONLY YOU!
So, i guessed if you really this you will apologise to me again,
seriously b, don't treat me so good, is not worth it.
If one day you really in love with another girl,
go for her.
I guess im th lousiest girlf your ever had right?

Maybe breaking off is better for both of us,
sorry for getting you into so much trouble always.
Sorry.

2009-02-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

We looked unglam.

2009-02-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

Met ♥Baby 6am at senior.
He came down with a angry face,
and he talked& treat me very differently today.
I was wondering iszit his feelings faded, so i asked him.
But he say it was not, that makes me more worried,
i was so sad, we went to eat breakfast and i started to have stomach cramp.
Then slacked at the coffeeshop till 7am i walked ♥Baby to bus stop as he is gg schl,
then i walked to sylvia's house as her parents not in.
Reached her house, cooked maggie and eat then smoke,
& chatted on phone with evan ; dumb.
Around 1pm i left her house,
suppose to go home bathed& change then go meet ♥Baby,
but my menses cramp is killing me!
The pain lasted for so long,
so i decided to sleep at home& rest,
just woke up not long ago& ♥Baby told me he quarrelled with his dad.
I asked him to tolerate.
& currently i'm talking on the phone with him,
i miss him so much ):
Luckily im meeting him tml,
thinks of that is making me feel much more happier.

♥Baaby,
I don't know what happen to you today that your treat me so cold,
today is the first time you went off w/o giving me a goodbye kiss,
i was shock, but i just try to take it as nothing has happen,
i don't wanna think so much, it will only make me feel more sad.
Maybe pretending to be happy in front of you is better,
you wont ever know when i'm sad,
you said once before if you are with me you are happy enough,
but i guess that sentence no longer true already?
You seems to change today,
everything is not behaving the same way anymore,
you always said you are not a good boyf,
but to me, you are a very good one already.
Is me not being a good girlf,
you said i was, but i wasn't.
Everytime we quarrel, it seems to be my fault,
but is always you the one apologising to me,
i'm a very stubborn person,
you seriously dont know me well enough,
but by that you always tried to fulfill what i says.

Thankyou my dear.
I don't ever wanna lose you,
the feeling is just too miserable.

2009-02-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 2 plus in the aftnoon.
Suppose to meet ♥B aft his school,
msged him, and he told me he needa go shopping with his sister.
So couldn't meet him, as he also needa go for his sister birthday dinner today,
damn damn miss him sial!
Nevermind, tml im meet ♥B!
Feel so great, tml is roy's chalet, should be tonning there,
won't be able to post for these few days i suppose.

♥Baby,
I damn miss you, sorry for that day.
I know im too unreasonable to pick a quarrel with you.
Lucky we are fine already,
i don't wannt lose you just because of that.
Love'Y.
Seeya tml♥

2009-02-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

Playing w balloon condoms, Baby blowed it(:

Baby got a pimple at his nose[:

Overdued Photos.

2009-02-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

♥BABY's Backview.

The Balloons[:

The bouquet of flowers.

♥Baby driving his dad car.

Baby small phtos.

Today was the happiest valentines day i had ever spend.
Met joel around 4 at 238& Met ♥BABY around 5 at 238 today, he gave me a bouquet of flowers which im gonna post how it looks ltr on. I'm really damn damn touched, then we bused to fareast to eat pasta mania which is ♥BABY's treat, then we went shopped away, then ♥BABY asked me to buy one ice cream which got some trick to bluff you, i laughed like mad, haha. then we mrted to pasir ris to meet bryan, on the way,♥BABY bought a heart shape balloon with a bear balloon for me. How great (: Then while waiting for bryan end work ♥BABY spend like $40 on arcade. Then is like around 12 plus then we went to take bus, and ♥BABY sent me home(:

♥ Baby,
I'm really damn happy today, i really appreciate everything you did for me, i'm so sorry that i didn't manage to get anything for you. But i hope you had a happy day today. I Love You <3!

2009-02-13T16:11:00.001+08:00

Hellos peep!
Since long i posted,
was staying at ♥BABY house for like 1 week.
Tomorrow is the valentines that i'm awaiting for,
i'm gonna spend it with ♥BABY!
Hmms, this whole week mostly was at ♥BABY house,
or slacking with joel, bryan, clarence, mark& some which i dont know them.
I got some photos of ♥BABY driving his dad's car,
kinda fun ah, everyday i would request for him to drive.

07/02/09
Last sat, meet peiling at her house there and i went her house to slack.
Then after that she went to meet xinde and i followed,
kinda fun that day, alot of joke which i laughed till bth.
When we went back peiling house,
not long i fell asleep,
woke up, received a call from peiling's phone,
hurry wake her up cause something happy.
Peiling, take it easy alrights.
takecares.

Then the next day went to meet ♥BABY already.
Untill like today? Morning i went home.

I'm gonna upload photos[:

2009-02-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd month ♥BABY,
I Love You! ♥

Met ♥BABY at 7am at 242,
smoked then i accompany ♥BABY go central wait for bus.
Then i went up ♥BABY house,
was feeling so scared cause i was alone.
Switched on all the lights and i went up to his room,
switched on the comp& air-con and i played my audition.
Around 1omins joel came to ♥BABY house,
i told him something scary happen to me last 2 days,
starting he didn't really believed me,
but when the clock strikes 8.15, we started to heard some tune.
Joel walked bravely to where the sound came from and he started run back into ♥BABY room,
we both was so scared till we packed our things and left.
Nowhere to go, sianzxzx.
Sooooo, i went to joel's school.
Which is Amk Ite ):
So boring there, waited for him end school and all,
which i smoke and all there, a teacher walked passed and told me no smoking X:
Haha, cute right?:D
Went back to ♥BABY house at around 12 and waited for him to end school,
then something FCUKING SCARY happened at ♥BABY room.
I was so shock and scared& i cried out and shouted.
♥BABY hugged me all the way till bryan came,
after that me& ♥BABY had some fun out there.
I'm not gonna post about it, feel damn shy:D
Then met renjing at 304,
so ♥BABY, renjing& bryan slacked at central.
Anyway,THANKS ♥BABY FOR HELPING ME RUN ALL THE WAY FOR THAT ICE CREAM.

& Now, i just reached home(:
Bye peeps!

- [ For details about what so scary, ask me personally ]

2009-02-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

♥BABY wearing my school skirt, kinda cute?

Finally, my comp is fixed. & these are what i bought for ♥BABY& what he bought for me, for our 2nd month.

♥BABY bought the couple ring for me,
& i bought a belt, a bear, a keychain for him.
Mine is 2nd month + Valentines,
im lazy to keep so i gave him earlier(:

2009-02-05T08:08:00.000+08:00

Sigh.
A boring morning again,
met baby around 7 at 242,
smoked and we went ot meet renjing& guowei.
♥BABY went to school and now renjing is coming ♥BABY house,
luckly he is coming, being alone here so scary sial.
Haha. MY COMP BROKE DOWN AGAIN!
I'm so angry with my mother today,
she crushed my cigg and accused my dad.
Luckily my dad gave me back the money to buy new pack(:
THANKS DAD, ILOVEYOU:D

I'm gonna buy audition and wait for ♥BABY to come back from school,
shall post again tml(:
Bye!

2009-02-04T08:46:00.000+08:00

Sianzxzxz.
I'm all alone at ♥BABY house,
he is at school while i am rotting here.
Ystd had a big quarrel with ♥BABY and we broke,
but now we are back tgt, still beating as one(:
He bought out 2nd month present,
is a couple ring.
I bought him something too,
when i get home tonight i gonna update the photos .
Bye, i'm gg off to sleep (:

2009-02-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

Supposed to wake up at 8 to meet joel,
in the end i woke up at 2 plus.
Cause i overslept.
SORRY JOEL KORKOR :X
When prepared and all then meet him at kovan mrt at around 3.30.
Called dearest and asked if she wants to meet me,
she said okay and i told her meet at hougang.
I went heartland and bought something,
aft that smoked and mrted to hougang.
Went mall shopped and bought something again,
then went down kfc to wait for dearest since joel wanted to eat also.
Not long she reached we went smoked and joel cabbed him,
so dearest& me went over to interchange to meet her friend,
aft her friend reached, we went over to plaza as they wants to eat.
Then went up plaza,
sw Weeliang, Hanbin& Kohcherng.
Dearest went crazy ovr something which it cant be post,
same goes for me.
Not long, benj came, slacked at the billard table there.
While waiting for them play finish, i ate 2 box of salmon sushi,
gerald came aft that, then we went down to look for dearest's friend again.
After that went bus-stop to wait for bus,
Jolene, Benj, Kohcherng& Hanbin board the bus.
Left me& weeliang waiting,
chatted awhile and my bus came.

& Now i'm talking on phone with ♥BABY :D

2009-02-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

Woke up at around 2 ,
bathed prepare and everything then cabbed down serangoon to meet ♥BABY& joel .
Then play cards and all while waiting for patricia come ,
around 1 hour ltr she reached ,
slacked awhile then accompany her go buy water and she went take cab back home ,
she needa reach hostel at 6 i think :X
Aft sending her , me& ♥BABY cabbed to vivo to watch our wedding game .
So far i watched Love Matters , All Wells Ends Well & Wedding Game .
All is not bad , BUT Love Matters is still the BEST(:
The show ended at 8.45 .
Then we went smoke then we mrted back to serangoon
& i cabbed home .
I'm gonna sleep soon after watching my show (:

2009-01-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

2009-01-31T20:05:00.000+08:00

Today suppose to wake up at 8.30am ,
in the end woke up at 1.30 .
Zzz , so many hours of difference .
Woke up prepare then went down to meet ♥BABY& Joel korkor (:
Then we cab down to bugis ,
me& ♥BABY bought a wallet from wallet shop ,
both of it cost $80 , and we won a lucky draw .
Which a a 15% voucher ,
then we cab over to penisular and shopped around .
Me& ♥BABY bought a star hoodie each ,
and we bought the same BATMAN BOXER(:
SOOOO CUTE !
Then while walking to eat long john baby bought a converse shoe for
$69.90 .
After eating we cabbed back to serangoon ,
thn slack at ♥BABY house for awhile and i took cab with ♥BABY ,
i dropped him at his aunty house and i went home .

I'm posting photos now (:

2009-01-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

It had been three days since i last blogged .

26January.

Met levin in the night at clementi ,
then wait for ahkok& gilbert( Don't know how to spell) :X
& i asked levin to help me buy cigg ,
cause that day she dress untill veh pretty& matured ,
with make up and all .
She succeeded , then she at there haolian say what she 18 liaos ,
so cute of her .
then we walked to ahkok house ,
reached and levin told me the brother's girlfriend veh xiahlan .
Smoked and all then wanted to play cards , in the end no money ,
thn levin said she hungry and she went to cook maggie mee (:
& i took the chips and eat .
And we watch one vampire show ,
i can say is DAMN DAMN DAMN CUTE !
Especially the lil boy boy (:
After the show , we all went to sleep .

27January.

Morning woke up at 6am ,
thn was up and all then went took cab to jurong west .
Someone's house , then change to lion dance th uniform and shoe ,
then ate one packet of beehoon , and we set off .
Untill like late evening 6.30pm and we ended .
so went change back our clothes and coach send me and levin to chinatown mrt ,
then i went serangoon to meet ♥BABY (:
I miss him sooooooooooo much !

I'm too lazy to type already ,
i'm gg to bath and off to ♥BABY's house .
The next day still got lion dance .
Bye.

2009-01-26T05:09:00.000+08:00

Around 10 met ♥BABY at his house downstairs . then roy at mrt and we went to PS and watch movie - LOVE MATTERS (: That show was not bad , quite funny . But , got a few parts i dont understand -.- Took a few photos at the lobby . I'm gg to watch my show already . Bye !

2009-01-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

Leggings .

Black pants .

White , Black spaghetti .

Mango top .

T- Shirt .

Mango T- Shirt .

These are the clothes i brought for my new year .
Heh (:
I'm gg for my reunion dinner now .
Bye !

Most importantly -
I MISS MY ♥BABY ):

2009-01-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

Afternoon cabbed to darlink's house downstairs
& i think the photos says everything (:
I'm too lazy :X

2009-01-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

Phewwww !~

Today afternoon cabbed to ♥BABY's school to pick him up ,
then we cabbed to gardens AGAIN to change money then cabbed to ♥BABY's house .
Waited for him to bath and everything and we bused to penisular ,
on the way we saw bryant , he was with a few friends .
So coincidence that he was gg penisular too , so we took the bus together (:
But we got down wrong stop and we are stucked , so in the end we took cab .
And is peak hour , it cost me like 8 bucks .
Shopped around there , nothing for me to buy only hoddie and bag ,
so we went to bugis and meet renjing , then went shop around .
I bought like 3 top and 1 bottom from there ,
then bryant, renjing, ♥BABY & me cabbed to orchard that cost 10 bucks ,
and i went to mango
& bought a tee and a tank top from it .
Then we went to talk mrt back to serangoon .
& ♥BABY , Bryant accompanied me to wait for bus .

& now im broke ):

THANKS ALOT :D

And now im home(:

2009-01-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

Today i overslept ,
suppose to wake up at 12 ,
in the end i woke up at around 1 .
And i met ♥BABY at around 2 plus .
Cabbed to his house , that cost me like $6.40 ,
i think if everyday i continue cabbing ,
one day i'll go broke .
When up ♥BABY's house , joel was at his house too ,
they was cooking rice& soup ,
♥BABY's cooking was NOT BAD ONLY .
Haha , if he sees this , i bet he gonna kill me :X
Slack till around 6 plus and joel went home ,
me and ♥BABY went 304 to eat ,
then he sent me to bus stop and i bused home .

Tml i'm gonna go out with ♥BABY and buy my new year clothes ,
so nice of him to accompany me .
♥♥♥BABY WANSUI !

2009-01-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up?

Yea.

Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged?

Attached.

Have you ever had your heart broken?

Yes.

Do you wish someone would call you right now?

No.

Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?

Kinda.

What song are you currently listening to?

I'm living to love you.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

NO.

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

Yea.

Who do you miss?

My baby ): .

If you could go to any place right now, where would you go?

Baby's House.

What are you doing tomorrow?

Out.

What was the last movie you watched?

Bed time stories.

Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now?

Maybe.

Are you happy at the moment?

No.

Do you want to get married?

Maybe.

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?

No.

Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?

Yea.

Is your computer desktop or a laptop?

Desktop.

Who is in the room with you?

Me.

How many boys have you cried many times over for?

Idk.

Who ended your last relationship? You, or your ex-partner?

Me.

You ever liked somebody and never told them?

Yea.

Honestly, do you like anybody?

No, but i love my baby.

Flowers or chocolates?

Both.

With your boyfriend, a romantic night in or wild night out?

Depends.

Have you kissed an opposite sex this month?

Yea.

How many guys have met both your parents?

Two.

How many REAL relationships have you been in?

Idk.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Yea.

Do certain songs make you cry?

Yeah.

Do you get along better with your dad or mom?

Dad.

Who was the last person you hugged?

BABY.

Do you wish you could see somebody right this second?

Yea.

2009-01-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

Today woke up around 11.45 ,
used comp for awhile and i went prepare ,
then around 1.30 went down my house and took cab to ♥BABY's house dwnstairs .
Guowei& joel was there too , smoke and we cabbed to gardens again ,
kinda fun , i go there is like not even 5 mins .
Aft gardens we cabbed back to central ,
i when to buy Za foundation , the limited edition ,
i'm in love with it . Is just damn nice !
Aft that we walked to ♥BABY's house ,
so hungry , ate and everything , disturbing ♥BABY bathing .
SO FUN !
Then i carried on playing audition , heh (:
Watched the 5.3o show , so cute sial .

SLACK SLACK SLACK SLACK !
EVERYDAY TH SAME !
SO BORING ! ):

♥BABY is always my happy pill (:

Around 7 plus i cabbed home , and im gonna end (:

2009-01-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

Today was a scotching hot day ,
around 1pm i went to ♥BABY's school to pick him up ,
is like he made me so angry , i walked about like 7 blocks and 3 roads then i saw him .
When i met him , im like perspiring like hell ,
so pissed off till i don't even wanna talk to him .
And he apologized to me , so i forgave him (:

Smoked and slack around for awhile and we cabbed to gardens ,
♥BABY and me was fighting over to pay for the cab fare ,
in the end i won !
But ♥BABY say he is gg to pay for the next cab .
After i gardens , we cabbed to ♥BABY's house .
Ans we met joel under his block ,
and went up (:

Than slack for like few hours and we went down to meet guowei ,
HE SO CUTE ! (:
So just slack till around 9pm + and we went to meet roy at playground ,
then accompany him go take his bag ,
and bused home (:

♥BAAABYYY !
I'm living to love you.
Nothing is gonna change my love for you.
You'll never be replaced.

Is like only a few hours you left me , i already missing you like hell ! ):

2009-01-20T10:58:00.000+08:00

Yawns, just woke up no long ago .
now at here posting photos ,
gg to bath soon and go down peicai to meet ♥BAABY .
I miss him so much ,
i just cant imagine one day if i lose him how would it be?
Maybe i'll lose my way in life .

Love can make you happy ,
but somehow it can make you sad .
The feeling is so beyond description .

2009-01-18T19:25:00.001+08:00

♥BAABY Your love is all i desire for,
your everything seems so perfect to me.
Especially your small lil eyes.
Whenever im sad you are always right by my side,
when you smile, my lips tends to follow you.
You are just like my oxygen, i cant live w/o you.
& i need you just like how fishes needs the water,
how humans needs food, how earth need a sun.
No one can ever compare to you in my heart,
you treat me the best, you care for me the most.
You are the one that always tolerate my attitude,
always goes with me,
always make me happy.
The way you look at me simply makes me happy,
your smile is always so sweet to me.
When i cry, you wipe my tears for me,
none of my ex boyf had ever did that to me before,
you got me so hypotized.
It seems a few years to me when you didn't meet me,
but is only a few hours. ):
So baby, dont give up on our love okay?
I really cant afford to lose you.
My love for you is as deep as a sea, as wide as a acean.

Baaby, i had nvr regret knowing or loving you ,
having you is the happiest thing in my life ,
if one day i would lose you , that will be my greatest regret ,
i will nvr want to lose you.

I love you .